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New Years Hoopla [Jan. 1st, 2007|02:13 pm]
I love life right now. I love Winter Break, especially New Year's. Last night was a lot of fun. Even though it was the usual dinner party at a friend's house, I enjoyed it more than ever before. After the pooja, the three girls and I (Nevatha, Sneha, and Preethika) played carrom (yay soo much fun it's like the indian version of pool), then we escaped from the herds of elementary-aged children and played "Pull," a fun variation of Scrabble. And then I looked down at my watch, which read exactly 12:00 AM. “O CRAP we're gonna miss the countdown and the toast.” So the 4 of us ran downstairs for the toast, and all the aunties are like “where were you guys…you missed the countdown.” But it was all good. We then drank sparkling grape juice, and Nevatha and I reenacted Devdas with plastic champagne glasses. Back upstairs for Pull, but we were tired (time=12:45) so we sat on Sneha’s bed and talked about everything: movies, India, school, the kid at school who disgraced the south indian reputation, the unfair expectations that exist for Indian girls in general, UNSOLVED INDIAN WOMEN MYSTERIES (lol), music, people (you get the picture)…then at about 1:15?, Sarvesh came back from his American party (awwww lil veshy is going to parties…jk lol) and I miserably failed at playing Mafia. After about 2.5 rounds, we decided to quit and play Catchphrase. Lovely. At 2:15, the parental alarms began to ring. Time to go home...
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This kid is a genius [Dec. 21st, 2006|01:27 pm]
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How Lame [Nov. 17th, 2006|11:34 pm]
[mood |sleepysleepy]

We're the only Parkway high school without a wikipedia entry. Someone really needs to make one.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parkway_School_District

Even Fern Ridgesuck has one.

LAME
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Have Fun [Nov. 12th, 2006|09:42 pm]
[mood |draineddrained]

http://deevs.funtest.biz/

Everyone try this!!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2006|08:26 pm]
This is a tribute to Anchal, the first Indian girl to compete in America's Next Top Model. Sadly, she was eliminated from competition this evening. She was defeated by some red-haired, pale chick. Even though some people didn't think she was attractive, I thought she was uniquely beautiful.






What do you think?
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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2006|09:12 pm]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

I've decided that the goal of my life is to try every chicken entree served at Red Robin.



Thank you.
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This year [Oct. 10th, 2006|10:19 pm]
[mood |irateigonrant]

This year is so different.
Words cannot describe how confused i am now.
things beyond my control are changing. people are changing. people don't listen to me anymore. their real personalities are showing after 3 years, and it isn't pretty. I no longer have a constant in my life.
What exactly is the point of all this? srsly...all for a couple thousand dollars more every year in the future? do i have to lose my personality to be a successful person? i wish i could just be my own self...my own easy-going, spanish-loving, hard working, face stuffing, friends watching, people loving self.
The last year of high school isn't supposed to be this crappy. I am thoroughly pissed off. screw calculus, homecoming, birthdays, people, dace, money, college, med school, facebook, science fairs, essays, tertulias, spanish, homework, people, and life. i quit.
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i dont remember how to update this thing.... [Sep. 19th, 2006|10:49 pm]
So I'm thinking that today was a pretty good day. Physics was ok, aclab was really fun, spanish was a hoot, and biochem brought upon the greatest 8th block in my existance, when i got back the physics test (92% O BABY) I thought I failed, just like everyone else...which means that everyone else also probably passed with flying colors (don't worry Ammu and Suki and huuuUUUUuh-huuuUUUUuh).  And then I got home, where my mother said (regarding the physics test) and I quote: "Great job, but you should have worked harder for the 100...I don't care what the rest of class got...yada yada yada". So I yelled a little etc cried a little, contemplated suicide etc etc, and eventually found comfort in my dad, who shut me up by giving me the assurance that he's proud of me (and then he gave me $20 for allowance i suppose)  Then I went to dance class...fun times that left my knees completely non-functional after the million repititions of mandi adavus in 2nd freaking speed. When I got home, I watched a bit of the local news, which told me that little 11-day old Abby was returned to her family after being abducted. I was sooo happy. So i cried a little more. Now i have to do calc and english so bye.
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periwinkle reflections [Sep. 1st, 2006|06:42 pm]

There exists the stereotype that all indian kids succumb to their parental demands when it comes to choosing a career. I am proud to say that I do not fit this stereotype. I want to be a pediatrician because I love kids. When I'm at indian dinner parties, I often find that I'm the only teenager in the crowd.  Honestly, I don't mind.  I don't mind having to play with a baby or read a book to a toddler. It's a great feeling to teach someone so curious and untarnished to read or to do multiplication tables. This summer, I experienced a revelation that came in the form of STARS.  STARS exposed me to a new world, one filled with cognitive psychology and college campuses and white lab coats.  It was here that a pediatric ophthalmologist introduced to me the culmination of both my passions: medicine and helping children.  To be a pediatrician is to help children at their most dire moments, in a way that is even more profound than teaching. This does not mean that I've dismissed teaching as career possibility. Hopefully, I'll become a teacher later on in my life, when I'm 40 or so (with sufficient financial backing).  This may sound unusual, but look at Mr. Morrison and Mr. Herrmann.  Morrison was a chemical engineer before he taught.  And Herrmann was molecular biologist before he taught.  The two smartest men at South High (in the scientific sense) used to be scientists.  Why can't I experience the best of both worlds?

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Damn you, Zidane [Jul. 9th, 2006|03:49 pm]
[mood |pissed offpissed off]

France's List of Things To-Do before the 2010 World Cup

1) Get a decent team captain without anger management issues
2) Get a goalie who actually can touch the ball during penalty kick shootouts
3) Get a coach who doesn't substitute the best player in the last minute of regulation

God, I hate the Italians.  They play dirty.  They weren't even that good...just lucky.
 
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The Summer Blues [Jul. 9th, 2006|11:18 am]
[mood |peacefulpeaceful]

Yesterday was Prachi's arangetram.  She danced very well. The music was amazing.  The most fun part about yesterday was seeing everyone...Anisha, Sneha, Sumi, Shaon, Sakshi, Sanjana etc etc.  When I was getting cake and rasamalai, some random white guy in ndn clothes started talking to Sakshi and apparently even asked her out. Too bad I missed it  lol.  I'm really disappointed that I'll be missing Anisha's and Sneha's arangetrams in August.  We all started dancing at the same time (literally), and we're all part of a close-knit dance group.   

I'm going to India on July 26th and coming back August 16th. School starts the next day, which means that I'll be in severe jet-lag during the day.  So if anyone sees me sleeping in class, plz wake me up.  I've done 4 problems of the calculus homework and haven't even started Grapes of Wrath yet.  I really don't want to be doing hmwk in India, so I guess I should start those soon.

Kelsey Krista is coming back from her rendezvous in Austria this WEDNESDAY.  We, Divyasantha and Amy Katherine, are going to visit her at her house on Thursday.  We are then having a welcome-back party for her on Friday.

STARS is fun....but wayyyy too much work. I'm behind on the paper, and I still need more human subjects for my experiment.  I'll be dead by the end of the week.  And above all, it's very difficult to get work done at home.  I get home each day at around 6:30/7:00.  I eat dinner, and as soon as I finish, all the little brownie kids in the west side of the subdivision come to my house and "play".  It's like our house is a five year-old magnet or something...and it's nearly impossible to say no (conversation as follows):
Nikitha (5 yrs old; leader of the pack): Divya Akka, can you come outside and play?
Me(17 yrs old; victim of the pack): No.
Nikitha: Why?
Me: Because I have homework.
Nikitha: You have homework? Why?
Me: Because I have to write a paper.
Nikitha: You have to write a paper?
Me: Yes.
Nikitha: Why?
Me: Because I'm going to school everyday, and they give me homework.
Nikitha: You go to college everyday?
Me: Yes.
Nikitha: Do you drive a car to college everyday?
Me: Yes.
Nikitha: Your parents don't drive you?
Me: No.
Nikitha: Why not?
Me (exasperated): Because I'm 17 years old.  I can drive myself.
Nikitha: Really? Why?
Me: Because. I like to drive.

........etc etc. you get the picture.  So that's basicaly how my summer has played out so far.
   

              

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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2006|11:13 am]

THREE DAYS LEFT...THEN MY BABY WILL BE BACK!! 
We're gonna party like it's 1999!
 

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(no subject) [Jun. 14th, 2006|05:11 pm]
wow guys....STARS is amazing.....i love WashU and cognitive psychology and graduate students.  I've learned so much in the past 2 days than I ever have in one semester of school.  I love WashU.  I want to go to college right now. Forget senior year. 

Today I saw the funniest video ever (ok...at least one of the funniest ever, after mariam's and rashank's). My mentor e-mailed it to my grad students, and we watched it together.  It's funny to see that Masters of science and PhDs also enjoy google video lol.
well, here it is:  http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=489221653835413043&q=statz+rap

I'll write more later when I get home k? k.
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it's summer vacation...so I finally have time to do this [Jun. 1st, 2006|03:03 pm]
[mood |blahblah]

List ten things you want to say to 10 people but know you never will.
1. Don't say who the people are.
2. Don't comment on guess's
3. Never discuss it again.

1. When we became friends, it was great.  But now, after that one particular incident, everything has changed.  I do not see you anymore as that selfless, helping person.  Nowadays, you are surprising me with your shrewd, blatant comments.  On the outside, you seem all cute-sy and nice, but there's something different on the inside...something purely vicious.  

2. I consider myself extremely lucky to have a best friend like you.  You're kind, understanding, and special in your own way.  Your hard work and ambition is an inspiration.  In the dire circumstances brought on by junior year, our friendship truly grew.  You're simply "fabulous"!

3. Junior year brought many miracles...you were one of them.  I may be being naive, but I consider you as one of my best friends.  You are the perfect balance between beauty and brains.  You excel both academically and socially.  I admire that in you.  It is a goal of mine to emulate your inner-harmony in my own life.  I have grown socially this year..thanks to you.  Not to mention, you have embraced me and my culture to the fullest extent possible.  Thank you.

4. You have sent me on an emotional roller coaster ride this year.  I had expectations for you; you couldn't fulfill them.  Even though you give me confidence and hope, I don't think its going to work.  We're both looking for different things at this point.  Despite being worlds apart emotionally, you're a great person...hella funny, charismatic, and just down-to-earth.  It could have been something great.  But who knows what next year has in store.....I still have a sliver of faith.

5. You are the reason for my inner turmoil.  You create drama and melancholy.  I'm happy you're not in my life anymore.

6. You are one of the strongest people I know.  Despite what you were going through at that point, you never let any feelings of despair or desperation show.  Had I been in your situation, I wouldn't have even shown up at school.  Also, you are a treasure box of talent.  But there's one person who's holding you back from your true potential.  That person is overshadowing you, but don't realize it.  Free yourself, and live your own life.  Speak up once in a while.

7. You are very difficult to characterize.  We are best friends, but not as close as people think.  Deep down, we want the same things in life.  But I love how you come to me for advice.  It makes me feel useful; finally there's something that I can do for you.  Even though there may be a few skirmishes here and there, we are friends.

8. You are just annoying.  You have a fake "stunt" that you pull every time, and people fall for it.  I'm only saying this because I have fallen victim to your act.  They can't seem to see you for who you really are: a self-centered, manipulating bitch.

9. You are a great person.  We have both lived in this country, facing the same struggles.  You have proven to be superior to me in that you are breaking society's expectations for you.  But there is one thing that lets me down: your blunt nature.  Also, you can be a bit obsessed with academics and receiving proper merit for your achievements.  But don't worry...you'll definitely get what you deserve some day.  People who are quick to judge are just missing out.

10. You need to let go of your inhibitions.  Life will be much easier that way.  Stop over-analyzing things and just live.  You're really smart, more than what you give yourself credit for.  Just relax a bit, and have fun!  I know that you're a fun person.  We hung out a couple days ago, and I still can't get over it!


ok. Now it's time to take shower and study for Math-2c, Chemistry, and Spanish.  Call me cuz I'm dying of boredom w/o seeing my peeps.          
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2006|09:06 pm]
I freaking love Grey's Anatomy!!!!
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2006|06:33 pm]
It's reallllly cold outside.  I don't how you all who went to prom could have stood outside for all that time taking pictures.  But they turned out gorgeous, nonetheless.

I have write an essay about The Great Gatsby and A Rumor of War.  I have not read either book.  It's due tomorrow.  

My teeth hurt for some odd reason.  What if they fall out?!
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(no subject) [May. 13th, 2006|10:00 am]

Facebook rox! check this out:
The BIG 1-0-0!

Parkway South High Friends

100 friends at Parkway South High.

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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2006|06:51 pm]
[mood |calmnostaligic]

Agenda (not in any particular order)--Summer 2006
  • STARS!!!
  • India??
  • IPod establishment
  • Room decoration (theme = dance?)
  • Vegetable garden establishment
  • Learning Italian on my own
  • Participation in Rashank's movie???
  • Tamil fluency (speaking and writing)
  • Six Flags at least 4 times
  • Study for SAT-I and SAT-IIs
  • Books to read:
    • Anna Korenina
    • Jane Eyre
    • Pride and Prejudice
    • Don Quixote (in spanish!!)
    • How Opal Mehta Got Kissed, Got Wild, and Got A Life : A Novel  (yes that is a book, you can find it on borders.com)
    • AP Literature summer reading
  • Learn to BBQ!
  • Jog everyday
  • Watch the following Indian movies
    • Bunty Aur Babli
    • Dil Chatha Hai
    • Devdas
    • every Tamil made in the past six months
    • every Jake Gylenhall movie made in history
I'm going to be a changed woman next year!
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2006|09:29 pm]
VOTE FOR DIVYA ON THURSDAY FOR NHS OFFICER!!!
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It's been 23 days since I've updated... [Apr. 5th, 2006|11:14 pm]
[mood |contentcute-sy]
[music |thunder]

...and I totally blame it on FaceBook.

Spring Break went by in a blur. Watched TV, slept, ate, sent out STARS application, watched an ndn movie with Connie and Diane, watched another one with Cissy, Amy, Emily, and Jing, and job-shadowed a doctor on the 31st (which was quite an experience). I had soooo much fun. The doctor I shadowed was Dr. Raman, a family practitioner. I've known Dr. Raman for 12 years. I usually call her Gayathri Aunty, so it's really weird for me to be calling her Dr. Raman right now. In fact, I went to her wedding when I was 5 (my first ndn wedding...woot!). She's like an older sister to me and is extremely supportive when it comes to my medical school endeavors. I spent a whole day with her, from 9:00 AM to 4:00 PM (Aren't these surprisingly great hours!?). She has many different types of patients, so we saw a whole gamut of issues...from depression to charlie-horse to appendicitis to simple-everyday physicals. The cool part was that there were no patient charts; all patient info was stored in computers. All the doctors walked around w/ laptops...wow. Lunch is basically free everyday because drug representatives brought lots of food and free samples of their drug for everyone (we didn't actually eat the drugs for lunch tho lol). It's amazing to see the extents that drug companies go to just to get their drug sold...they'll do anything. Each doctor had their own secretary and nurse. The system fit together like a puzzle. Yes...March 31st was probably one of the best days so far this year. But there was one patient (lets call him Bob) who, in a matter of 5 minutes, made a profound impact on me as a human being. Imagine this: you've had a heart bypass surgery, you were expected to die 4 years ago, you're obese, you're depressed and possibly suicidal, you're on nearly 20 prescriptions at this moment, you can't afford to pay for all of these meds, your only will to live is you wife, and you're ONLY 53 YEARS OLD. This is the situation Bob is in, and I can't stop thinking about him. This may just sound like some media cliche but it's true: seniors are having to choose between groceries and medicine. Before March 31st, prescription medicine prices didn't really really bother me. I thought, "hey, i'm healthy, living comfortably,so what's the problem?" When I heard stories about people like Bob, I thought, "Aww...how unfortunate. Let's hope that our government can fix this problem." But on March 31st, I met Bob, and he changed everything. Just seeing Bob and listening to him brought tears to my eyes. I literally had to fight back tears when Bob was talking to Dr. Raman. Typing this right now gives me shivers. I know that I can't do anything about it. There is at least one time everyday when I think about Bob and how he's doing. Sometimes, I even pray for him.

Well, as soon as I finished job-shadowing, my family left for Chicago...the best city in the US. We arrived in Chicago at about 11:30 PM. The next morning, we went to the Navy Pier for our Spirit of Chicago lunch cruise on Lake Michigan. It was fairly small boat, but it did have a dance floor. And after lunch was served, the emcee/DJ played Michael Jackson's "Beat It" HAHAHAHAAHAHAH I couldn't stop laughing and singing it w/ an ndn accent. My parents were like "what the hell is the matter w/ our Divi?" (OK they didn't actually say that, but I could sense that they were thinking it). Later on, after a yummmmmy dessert of a) Creme Brulee cheesecake and b) Chocolate Truffle Layer Cake, I decided to do the cha-cha slide w/ large bunch of strangers (pics will be posted soon on facebook). And for those of you who know me as a party dancer, I don't dance unless I'm completely surrounded so that I know I'm not the only one making a fool out of myself. It was quite uncomfortable.... After the lunch cruise, we decided to go to Shedd Aquarium. But we wanted to avoid having pay yet another Parking Fee, so we decided to catch a bus. Well, it turns out that you have to take the 29 to State Ave. and then the 146 to Shedd Aquarium. That's 2 buses. The only type of bus that I've been on in my life is the big, yellow, school kind (I've been on a bus in india, but that was totally different). Each ride was $2 a person...which would have been a grand total of $12.00 just to get there. We finally get to Shedd and the place is gonna close in an hour and a half, and there's a mile-long line outside of the building waiting to get in. We were at Shedd till 6:00 PM. Because we didn't want to pay another $12.00 for a bus ride, so my dad called a taxi (=my first taxi ride!). It turns out that we should have just driven to Shedd Aquarium and paid the Parking Fee; it would have been cheaper than our Chicago-public-transportation charade. And at Navy Pier, I saw a restaurant called "Connie's Pizza." Coincedence?...i think not. That's basically all that happened on Saturday. On Sunday, we went to the temple in the morning. After that, we headed down to Devon Street, which is the Desi Capital of America. Lots of ndn restaurants, boutiques, grocery stores, jewelry stores etc etc. I wanted to buy a nice salwar or gagra, but everything was >$400. I tried to convince my dad to get a carrom board, but he said no for some reason; he loves the game of carrom and is very good at it also. (I'll tell you what carrom is in my next post.) That's it for Chicago...that's it for spring break.

PS--to diane: I have 3 things to tell you:
1) Yes, family practitioners do perform paps
2) No, I did not actually see a pap being done
3) grow up

this post is hella long---sry!
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